January 2011
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As I tell you the thoughts on my mind, the truth slowly unwinds.
At the end of every line, my heart starts to bind.
I slowly let go, and look down to my toes.
I speak with confidence, “It’s my time to grow.”
-Note to self.
As I tell you the thoughts on my mind, the truth slowly unwinds.
At the end of every line, my heart starts to bind.
I slowly let go, and look down to my toes.
I speak with confidence, “It’s my time to grow.”
-Note to self.
December 2010
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2010 was full of drama, memories, broken hearts, laughter, sadness, and life. 2011, will be the same, just with different people, and different situations cause I learn so much more every year. I’m determined to make 2011 a better year than this. It’ll be worth so much more and hopefully I don’t make all the same mistakes I did this year.
Farewell 2010, we had good times, but...
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4, almost 5 years, on and off.
Crazy, I swear. All the times we had, all the trouble, drama, and late confessions. But life moves on right? >.< you’re going to college and I’m finding myself. Maybe if the distance between us wasn’t the problem, we’d be a thing, but there’s so much distance between us I’m still amazed we managed to be best friends. I honestly thought we ended things...
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My dog's so cute.
I went to get tums cause I have a tummy ache and she comes out of the room and waits for me until I leave.<3 I like how she’s so protective even though she cant do anything -__- It’s the thought that counts though<3
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Day 10: One confession: It's time like these that...
So when it’s cold we can cuddle and just chill…too bad I don’t have that trust with them anymore… >.< Man, I screwed up big time. This is my confession, dear mom, dad, and Matt, I’m sorry for everything I’ve done ever since Emil. All the hurt and pain I put you guys through just for my own happiness. I’ve learned for sure that it won’t happen...
no pads, no helmets.: i'm just down & ready. →
inthefairytale:
to not take shibble anymore, to just know, or pretend, that i know there are people out there who don’t think the same way of me. not everybody is going to like who i am, do i give a care? no. because i don’t like everybody either. we’re all not perfect, we all have imperfections, but the people…
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Dear future boyfriend, I'll feel like crap one...
And the other I won’t I’m sorry if I’m too bipolar on you. >.< I just don’t feel like I’m worth anything atm.
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Contentment.
It’s all bull shit….you can be content for awhile but after that “while” it turns to boredom.
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You see this smile on my face? It’s fake. You see how happy and over filled I am with contentment?… It’s all a lie. I feel like shit at the moment….I need some ______.(:
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Fudging munchies man, making my tummy hurt. I ate too much when I had the munchies -___- like today was the first day i finished a Chipotle burrito without waiting 5 hours to eat the other half…
Listen
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iamrg:
Jeff Bernat -Doesn’t Matter
jeffisbeast:
Give You More Remix - Suckafree CJ
asdhjkl321:
ohlovia:
Honestly (Cover) | Andrew...
asdhjkl321:
fuckyeahsmoothbeats:
Ryan Cabrera...
asdhjkl321:
fuckyeahsmoothbeats:
...
danielsayswhat:
AJ Rafael ft. Noah Bartfield -...
suspiciousforthewinter:
1234 // Feist
Old...
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Day 8: Three turn ons.
1. Intelligence, show me you’re smart, show me you’re not just one of those poster boys, show me that I can have a future with you.
2. Manners, treat my parents, friends, and family right, hold the door for me, stand on the side closest to the street when walking on the sidewalk, don’t run your mouth having a cuss word in every sentence you speak, and last but not least, treat...
Day 7: Four turn offs.
1. Guys who are addicted to smoking and drinking.
2. PDA constantly. I hate like making out and shit in public >.< it’s like get a room, yeah?
3. Guys who act like they’re all that and act like they have no emotion and think they’re “THE SHIT.”
4. Uhm, guys who can’t be mature when they need to be.
I’m going to sock the shit out of you the next time you try to do that. I will drop your fucking ass down. I don’t care if you’re autistic you have no right to touch someone that way. Just you wait and see…
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Day 5: Six things you wish you've never done.
1. Yada yada…can’t mention.
2. Not telling Kyle that I liked him.
3. Liking/being infatuated with Emil .
4. Letting my relationship with God slip.
5. All the shit I put my family through.
6. Get addicted to the laptop -___- I have no life. xD
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Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Not in any specific order.
1. If I got high, what it would feel like, and what would happen if I got caught.
2. You.
3. Going to Thailand.
4. Life/Death/Suicide.
5. School/basketball.
6. FAMILY.
7. What ever happened to all the “friends” that aren’t here now?
I’m still on the edge of what’s currently happening. All the drama going on. BUTTT, hey it’s Christmas…soo I’m going to ignore all that and just smile… :D
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pain is only temporary. if it's not, then it's...
sherrilynnn:
i have to keep in mind that pain is temporary. it’s difficult, but i’m getting there. it’s difficult especially when you’re in so much pain, you wanna get out, but you feel like you’re trapped. it’s difficult at the moment to realize it won’t last forever. but when you’re not in pain, you realize it. i wish i realized and believe it and took action upon it while i was still in pain....
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Day 3: Eight ways to win my heart.
1. Sing me a song. I don’t care how bad you sound or think you sound. If you can embarrass yourself in front of me, then I’m glad you’re comfortable being yourself around me.
2. Don’t be so mature. I love letting go of reality and just being a kid.
3. Give me piggy back rides<3
4. Call to say good morning and good night.
5. Get to know my mom. To get through to me,...
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Dear future boyfriend, I'm clumsy.
I’m stupid, retarded, and most of all, when I’m with you I have no common sense. I do the most retarded shit and I’m just never in one place. I have ADD. You’ll notice when I’m out of it. I won’t talk and just stare.
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Dear future boyfriend, I like piggy back rides.
I’m a pretty girl(pretty girl: I dont like getting my clothes dirty or anything.) So when it’s raining, and I’m wearing crappy shoes, I’d uber love you if you gave me a piggy back ride.
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Dear future boyfriend, one thing that makes me...
I’m independent. I’ll let you buy me stuff, every once in awhile but I pay for my own stuff too. I hope you know that I’ll hang out with you friends too, but not to the point where I lose mine because if you leave and I left them for you, I’d have no where to go.
